DAY 3 IS COMPLETE! Damn it felt good to wake up early and hit the gym! I was going to lift but I decided to do it Monday. I think for organization it works better. I am also going to reveal my new weight here each week. Right now I am 371 pounds. Thats a lot of pounds, but not 475 that it was last year.
I also am going to answer questions asked to me and someone asked me about going to the gym and courage and do people comment. The answer gto all of that is no one says a negative word, I think courage is what firefighters do and I enjo the gym, but it is not for all. You have to remember, i have been fat in my mind for 40 years. No one…and I mean no one will say anything worse about me than myself. But with that being said, no one says anything. No one comments on outfits and no one really bothers others. That is what is presented online all the time. I can tell you, it might happen, but not often.
I am 371 pounds. There is no one fatter there. Not a soul. I look at people who are 240 thinking they are fat and I am like that is what I weighed when I was 2. Okay, maybe not, but still. And I know the gym will help me mind and soul. The fact that I am writing this shows me that I am not going to stop going anytime soon. I have not written like this in years.
Butr it was great. 100 minutes of cardio. I like the eliptical, and eventually will move back to the Stairmaster which is my favorite but I would be on the floor after 24 seconds now. Please leave a comment about anything and ask anything because i would love to talk about it. I am trying more and more to get confortable in front of a camera. These videos are very very raw, and they are for you to pick apart.
Expect posts daily. Thank you for being here and if you like what you see, you can always drop a tip here or here.
Share this post