Not Going To Be Perfect
So let me start off by saying it has now been almost two weeks of actually giving a fuck about myself. I can’t lie, I feel great. I am moving better, I am not out of breath when I go up the stairs, and I am feeling more human every single day.
Now, I have been on this journey before. And every time I have been perfect throughout it. I lost weight quick and gained muscle. Then I would finally let my inhibitions go and I would be back on track gaining everything I lost.
I always told myself I had to be perfect. Eat as clean as possible. And try to lie to myself that cake and cookies and everything are not good. But what if, no. No, let me keep going. What if I honestly tracked everything, was perfect 95% of the time, made sure the 5% I would go back to doing exactly the way I need to, and keep going.
Well, I am going to try. Truth is I did and it worked. What would usually be a five day binge turned into wanting one item. Not a fake or “healthy” version. Just the item. And I wrote down the calories it had. And it was a lot. But for the first time, it did not ruin me. I was back to where I wanted to be. Kept working out. Ate great the next day. And the craving was gone.
I am going to try it. This time, I am going to hold myself accountable with this blog and with tracking. I am just sharing this with you so you know.
I have much more to talk about this week. Look forward to posts about …
-Son
-My Workouts
- Accountability
-Where I want to be
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