I Really Don't Feel Like Writing, But...
So this morning I had a post planned. I wanted to ease into writing consistently again and talk about my struggles with weight since the pandemic.
But I am going to be honest. Today fucking sucks. I mean, its been building. My obesity, finances, and life struggles have been hitting daily but not enough to just make me want to throw my hands up in the air. Today was a perfect blend of all of it. And I basically said fuck it.
So I wasn’t going to write a post. Quite honestly, I don’t think anyone would truly care. I have over 100 subscribers and I assume maybe 10-15 read it. I just started back and I said I would update 4-5 times a week and I could skip a day and….
And stop.
Stop for one second, Tony.
I have been online for 14 years. I have been successful and a failure. But I know what it takes to fail. And I know what it takes to succeed.
This week I have been on fire with working out and eating right. I could lie to you and tell you I lost blah blah blah pounds, but honestly who cares. I feel good. I can go up the stairs and not be out of breath. I can smile. And I don’t want to go back.
And that’s where this blog comes in. I do not want to fail. I do not want to sit back and let my dreams pass me.
What are my dreams? Well, that’s what the post was going to be about today.
Instead, you get a post of why I wont let life stop me from them. Not anymore.
I hope you enjoyed this post. If you like what I do and want to support my journey, I would love if you would but me a “coffee” here